The sky is terribly crying for us today. I see every drops trickling and washing away the red puddles that your body painted on the ground, in front of my house.
I’m asking myself, if it is what I want too.
Why it has to be me?
Why it has to be you?
Why I can’t be deaf and blind for news like this.
Why I can’t unlearn the darkness.
Why this tongue can only tell them,
“I’m sorry, I can’t go out.”
and nothing else.
I couldn’t tell them that I’m so tired of not tasting the warmth of my coffee.
I couldn’t tell them that I’m hugging the bathroom, so I could dance with you.
I lit my body parts today, they burn black and white, just as these letters do.
My heart hums and sings with you.
For we know this harmony so well.
Until the last note,
hear me sing,
I shall see you soon.
Rest now, my dear one.
This candle melts for you.